Man, you are going to regret this. I would give anything to get my '85 back, but I had no choice at the time. If you have no choice, you'll have to learn to live with it. But if there is anyway possible to keep it, do it.
Things happen; I found myself going to be a father when I was still 17, so I know that some things just can't be helped. Do what you can to keep your RC, but you're forgiven just the same.